I have experienced a really hard and painful week… Then I felt that I cannot stand the pressure anymore, so I went on a trip to Toulouse with friends…An interesting group with 10 friends nearly from 10 countries. What a nice combination!
Toulouse was beyond my expectation. I didn’t expect anything there, because all I needed were a break, a few days off and a new environment to forget something and release pressure. Well, anyway I succeeded in enjoying my trip with those amazing friends, and talked with one old friend there – we were high school classmate and we were fighting together in one group, then we met again in Europe! How interesting life is!
I call the trip “a soul’s escape”, and I really escaped from the stressful life here in Barcelona, in the way to take over 500 photos and a large part of them turn out to be at least good. Then I used them for the first presentation in Spanish in my life, although not successful. Oh, I even wrote a poem to describe my feeling, but when I tried to translate it into English, there was no way… I lost the rhythm, and the magic Chinese words. Then I totally gave up to translate it into Spanish. Anyway, it was a really interesting process for me to realize how bad my English was, and my Spanish was much worse. (I’m a real beginner in fact)
But now, I need to go back to the reality and survive first. So many things happened, and are going to happen. It is the first time for me during the past 3 years that I don’t know how to survive. I need friends, I need encouragement, and I need a little success. It is such a bad feeling that I’m not as confidence as I used to be. That’s the sad life I’m living.
Anyway, photos are here. The slide show from flickr displays the photos I used for my presentation, and here is also another link for the FLASH I made for the presentation (but it is a little big, so please be patient if you want to see them online).
Go and Watch the MY FLASH here!
For more photos, you may want to visit my facebook (sorry I’m too lazy to upload them to flickr again, and if you are from the mainland of China without access to facebook, please find me on Renren~) : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2092947&id=1449691837&l=2ecb9e6fc2
I need to figure out a proper way to survive in the following exam season. Maybe this post is not related to anything about economics, but that’s my real life.
Maybe the only mistake for me is to touch something I shouldn’t touch forever. Then I will be brave enough to go over any potential problems waiting for me in front. Liyun, carry on and you will survive! I really want to find my precious confidence back!
